stevie knickers

You know the feeling when you run your palm across clean and ironed cotton on a hotel bed and the friction gives your hand a strange electric feeling? I feel like that all over my body

Time just goes on and on and if you don’t do something it will sweep you away with it in a tidal wave. You will become driftwood in the grander scheme of things, of things just happening. Don’t dissapear. When I was a kid, after school I used to sometimes be at my grandmas place and we watched Days of Our Lives and the intro was an hour glass and a voice said ”Like sand in the hour glass… so are the days of our lives” and she used to fry chicken hearts and give them to me on a little plate. Swedish grandmas make cinnamon buns but Eastern European ones makes chicken hearts.

I don’t know why I’m thinking about this…

Anyways… I was thinking about what I wrote the other day about the subconscious and that the dreams get better and more symbolic and detailed when you start paying attention to them. Do you think that means that the subconscious is trying to contact the conscious part of our brain and knows when the conscious is paying attention so it tries to give us messages because it knows that we are tuned in? And then when you are not paying attention it’s just like why even make an effort, and it just gives you trash dreams. Because then the subconscious is just playing for an empty theatre. You know what I mean?

going to bed now. good night